A Punjabi guy.
Ive been avoiding life. I havent checked out yet but ive been numb. Im going to work, coming home, going to class , and sleeping. Whrn am I going to straighten myself out. I need to get my shit together and stop waiting for a goddamn miracle.
I want two things, I want to live with satisfaction of some accomplishment, content with a degree of education, and i want to live being madly in love.
Aadat Se Majboor
Sometimes you just need to say Bismillah and just go for it. People will always try to talk you down, but trust in Allah and ask Him for help.
For the past the days I’ve been constantly having dreams about him. Its weird when people imprint you subconsciously.
Im actually really sad he’s leaving for new york tomorrow. But its okay he’ll be back in 5 days. I never thought id miss him this much. Gosh ive got attachment issues. What am I going to do when he has to go back because hes done with his work here? :(
You just need to be careful to not just be the person other people want you to be.